These two testimonies are taken from an issue of the newspaper "Sach Ye Hai" published in London, which contains about 10 testimonies of people of different religious backgrounds (Muslim, Hindu, Sikh,Buddist) who met the living Jesus in various ways in their life and whose life became new when they started following Him. Some parts are direct speech of the persons involved some others are background information written in 3rd person style by the interviewer. A man with a new name Steven Masood has not always been Steven. At one point he lost his name and had to take a new one. How can anybody lose a name? "I was about 13 years old when I got the Gospel in Urdu language. I loved reading stories and I found it very inter- esting, not knowing that several years later I was going to become a disciple of Jesus! When a Muslim child is about six or seven years old, he is sent to the mosque where he learns to read the Qur'an in Arabic. He reads and memorizes chapters like a parrot. At a later age he may come to know the meaning of the Qur'an but not many children learn it with its translation. I was one of the fortunate ones. There is one Surah (Chapter 112) which even a seven year old child would recite by heart. To many Muslims this Surah seems to be against the Christian belief of God having a son. As a teenager it made me wonder how can God have a son when he is not begotten. So the first question I asked my own Islamic teacher after reading the Gospel according to John was, 'Is God our Father'?" Ahmadiyyat "As a teenager, I was facing many other problems. One of the major ones was that other Muslims did not accept us Ahmadies. They treated us as non-Muslims. I used to wonder. 'If we believe in the same creed and the same Qur'an why do other people say, we are not Muslims.?" I compared Sunni orthodoxy with that of Ahmadism. I questioned why on earth God kept a secret for so many years to reveal it through the Ahmadiyya sect in Islam. The whole of Muslim orthodoxy believes that Jesus ascended into heaven but did not die on the cross. He was not even crucified. In contrast the sect in which I was born believes that Jesus was crucified but did not die on the cross. The founder of the sect, Mirza Ghulam Ahmad (1835-1908) claimed that he received his 'Gospel' from God. Before his claim to be a reviver of Islam, he followed the orthodox Muslim idea. After his initial foundation of the sect he claimed that Jesus was crucified but revived and later died at the seashore of Galilee. Ten years later he wrote a book, 'Jesus in India', in which he claimed that Jesus actually survived and was saved by a miraculous ointment. Jesus thereafter traveled to India where he died at the age of 120 (or 125). When I studied all these things I wondered how God, who is omnipotent, would tell his "prophet" these contradictions?" Good, better and best "At about the age of 18 I left my parents and became a Sunni Muslim. Indeed, now I know that it was good for me to check every major step of Islam. If, in a sense, I had become a follower of Christ straight away, there would have been still many doubts in my mind about Christianity. I thank the Lord that He helped me. I met a Sunni Muslim family who were very influential people. They introduced me to some honourable Muslim scholars in the area and I had many discussions with them. My big dilemma was that even if I followed Islam as a whole, what would be my destiny because this life is going to finish, maybe in a minute, maybe tomorrow. Muslims do believe in the hereafter and the judgement. This is seen as so horrible that if a sincere Muslim starts thinking about it, he would find that on his own he can't save himself from the eternal fire. He has to look forward to somebody who will be a kind of saviour for him. I found that Islam does not have a saviour. Muslims believe that if we do good things we will go to paradise. But is there an assurance? I found that Islam does not present such an assurance. Even the prophet of Islam, Muhammad was uncertain, as is written in the Qur'an: "I am no new thing among the messengers, nor know I what will be done with me or with you. I do but follow that which is inspired in me, ...". (Surah 46:9). I respect Muhammad that he guided people to believe in the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob and to have faith in Moses and to consider Jesus as the word of God and the spirit from Him. However, the question of salvation for mankind remains. I found the answer with Jesus in the Bible. I found this Jesus in the pages of Genesis to Revelation like a central pillar of a building on which the whole structure depends. Jesus claims that he is the only way to God (John 14:6). In these last days God has spoken to us through Jesus (Hebrews 1:1-4). It was difficult but at last I gave up and at the age of about 22 I followed him." Truth is painful Steven tells that his own people kicked him out and yet he felt that he was not accepted by many in the church either. For him becoming a follower of Jesus was not a bed of roses. He groaned and complained to God but one day he found the answer in the Bible where it says, "For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him." (Philippians 1:29). "I stopped pitying myself and decided not to judge others." He claims to have no regrets, no complaints against Christians or Muslims or his parents. "I was the only one in the family who became a disciple of Jesus. I love my parents. We have an extended family and I love them all but when it comes to the truth then I have to stand with Jesus." Usually a Muslim convert tries to stay with his family, but when they find out that this person has become a 'black sheep', they try to colour him 'white' again. There are families who will say, 'You want to be a Christian, okay, but don't tell anybody'. 'My parents did the same. I said, I can't do that because if somebody asked me, then I would have to tell the truth." New family, new name For some Muslim parents it is not just a religious duty, but a matter of 'Izzat' - honour. Whether they are Arab or Persian, Indian or from the Far-East, 'What will people say?' is the main worry. "Like many Muslims, my parents considered that Islam covered the whole sphere of one's life: religious, social and even political. But in their opinion it was the honour and respect they had gained through the years that I had harmed by putting my faith in Jesus. I remember my father gnashing his teeth and walking about in his room, repeating: 'What will people say? A new branch in our family tree as Christian. It is unbearable. If you were a thief, a robber, a murderer, it would not have have brought the shame which you have brought upon us.' The Ahmadiyya movement, compared with other sects of Islam is quite lenient. It does not believe in capital punishment for apostasy but my father did try but failed. At last he disowned me literally. I signed some documents that he had prepared, according to which I could use my family title no more. Today, I am married with two children. Masood was my first name but now my children and my own family is called the Masoods." "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: 'For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.' No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." (Romans 8:35-39). The complete story of how Steven came to face with the challenge of Jesus is written in the book: Steven Masood, Into the Light, A Young Muslims Search for Truth, 2nd ed. OM Publishing 1992, ISBN 1-85078-098-6 ************************************************************************** ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ************************************************************************** A REBEL GIVES IN {The interviewer, a few years ago, was homeless and without any money. Muhammed then took him to live in his room and fed him for weeks. It is part of his Asian culture to be open for sharing and caring. He enjoys being a host. He can feel for others because his life has not always been easy for him, although now he is doing well.} School on Sunday Like so many Africans in this country, Muhammed's early childhood memories go back to his home country. "I can remember the festivals for Ramadan and the mosque, a white building. It was very family-like and people showed each other much warmth. We were prosperous, with servants and everything. Coming to Britain was totally different, I'd never seen snow before. People were so different. In Africa we were respected. Now we had to do a lot of learning of the new culture and the language. A friend of my sister asked us if we would like to come to the Sunday school. We thought Sunday school meant 'come to school on Sunday'. My family agreed because it was a good way of learning English! There was one family of a friend whom we got to know very well over the years. His mum and dad were like another mum and dad to me. If there were difficulties they would always help me out. " Rebellion "I used to get into trouble with police for stealing and vandalizing. I think the reason was that I had nobody, I was pretty lonely and my mother couldn't understand the difficulties I was facing. She under- stood the girls better than me so I was always the odd one out. I was also made to go through Muslim religious classes and to learn the Qur'an. There was a teacher who used to grab me by the ear and shout until I got it right. It was very infuriating. The more stuff they taught me the more I rebelled. At the same time I was searching and had a lot of questions in my mind." Change is possible "One summer I went to a Christian holiday camp. There I remember sitting next to someone and asking him whether he was a Christian. He said he wasn't, it was just that his mum and dad were Christians. One Wednesday night this friend came into my room and said he'd been saved by Jesus. I said: 'Sorry?' He said: 'I have become a believer.' I said: 'Oh, that's good.' But I suddenly saw the change in him. I don't know what made me realize it but he was different and when he left he said he was praying for me. He was totally changed in character. There was something about him that really puzzled me, so I wanted to find out. One of the Bible passages that we were reading was, 'Behold I stand at the door and if any man opens the door I shall come in and eat with him.' I used to wonder to myself what the door was. I thought I've got to ask God into my life, but how would I do this? I went to see my friend and said that I'd like to talk to him. He said that he thought he knew what about. It was really good when my friend held my hand and prayed for me and that really had an effect on me. I didn't know how to pray, what to pray. My friend explained to me that it was like a bridge broken between me and God and the only way that bridge could be built was to ask Jesus to come into my life and Jesus was the link between me and God. I could see that very easily." Between two faiths "The trouble started when I came back from the camp. My mum used to ask if I would go to the mosque. I always said that I would go but went somewhere else, to town or to the park. Then one day the teacher from the mosque knocked on the door and told my mum that they hadn't seen her son for about a year. I knew I was in trouble and I tried to run away from home. The police picked me up and took me back home. I was very scared of this teacher and so I started to go to mosque again. I started working for one Muslim, who owned a business. On Fridays the shop would be closed for two hours when we would all go to the mosque. There were times when I was sneaking back to church again and was hoping somebody would stop me to speak to me. I found myself thinking about many things and questioning about my faith." Full stop 'One night I was ill and I was really terrified of dying. I remembered that as a child, when we used be scared we were told to pray to Allah for healing or protection. I remembered praying and nothing happened. I screamed for my mum and nobody came. It was really strange for a grown man to be scared. I picked up my Bible and just opened it. My eyes went to the verse which said. 'What shall it profit a man if he gains the whole world and yet loses his own soul.' It really hit me. I wasn't happy inside, although materially and physically my family was happy, because I was doing well, and was going to the mosque. I remember praying that night asking God to give me peace. I remember sleeping for a while. I got up about six o'clock to make some coffee. I went to the park for a walk, sat down for a while and everything seemed so different. I saw the sun rise on the horizon and I was thinking to myself that life goes on, people are so busy in their little world making money. They never think about God or heaven until somebody is dying. It was strange, it was beautiful, a new day, a new morning and I just sat there for two or three hours thinking of what to do next. I went to the doctor's. The doctor examined me and said that I'd have to go to hospital for an operation. He asked what would have happened if I had died last night. I said: 'I prayed.' He looked at me and asked how I was feeling. He must have thought I was a bit cuckoo. I went to the casualty and was taken in and the nurses started taking tests and giving me oxygen and then I was taken to the operating theater." Taking sides "I had a Christian friend working in the hospital. He came to see me and brought my Arab friend Anton along. Just then my Muslim friend Sahid came to see how I was and brought me some clothes. They started a debate on Islam and Christianity and both had good arguments. I was sitting there, people talking and Anton started talking to Sahid and they were having a good debate and I was thinking that I was sick here, and these were my friends. Surely they came to see me and not to argue! Then one of them said, 'Why don't we ask Muhammed what he knows?' and so I was caught up in this debate. I just said to Sahid, that I cared a lot about him and that we would always be friends. Then I told him 'I believe in Jesus Christ and I have given my life to him.' And boy, that was it. He just went mad and said I'd been brainwashed. My two Christian friends were sitting there with big smiles on their faces." Get out of the house! "Two days later my mother said wasn't her son any longer, and told me to get out of the house. I loved her and cared a lot. I didn't have the courage to lift a finger against her. I was saying to myself, 'Okay, Lord. I've done it, where do I go?' I opened the Bible and read: 'Only one thing I desire, this is what I seek, to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life and gaze upon his beauty.' And about a couple of verses later it said that 'Even if my father and my mother forsake me, Lord, you will receive me '." After this Muhammed stayed with a Christian family. A Muslim leader often went round but would never go inside. Both good and bad was used in trying to make Mohammed to follow the Muslim religion again. "Sometimes my Muslim friends would cross over if they saw me on the street but they couldn't speak to me because their parents wouldn't allow them for the fear that the would become Christians as well. There were times when I felt at my lowest and pretty lonesome, but it was at those times when I sensed the presence of God in a real way. Life is nothing to me but my faith. Knowing I'm going to heaven means a lot more to me than just being killed or murdered." Honor the family "It has taken me a long time to build up the relationship with my family again. I've tried to draw the line between what is honoring God and what is honoring my family, and sometimes it is very difficult to get priorities right. Many of my Christian friends don't understand this. I'm still trying to fulfill the role and responsibility of being the eldest male of the family. I'm working to take care of my mum and also to make sure that my brother has a good education. These sort of responsibilities are not often taught about in a Western society. In a lot of ways the relationship between me and my family has become better over the years. My mum, meeting an Asian friend of mine, said to him that she loved her son but just didn't know how to say it. I realized how much my mum did care but just didn't know how to convey her feelings towards me because she still saw me as an outsider. My brother had some problems recently, and one of the things my mum had said was: 'Why can't you have friends like your brother, Christian friends who care?' It made me realize that my mum could see the difference between my Christian friends and my brother's friends. I realized that she really understood that my friends cared very much for me, helped me, supported me and encouraged me.